Monday, October 30, 2006
A STUDENT'S PRAYER
Lord, grant me a quiet heart,
before exams start.
Lead me to use my leisure hours,
to invigorate my powers.
My mind from daydreams liberate,
Give me the will to concentrate.
from all distractions set me free;
That in my studies I may be
a student with a sole fulfillment,
to make my work a sacrament.
From my faith heart in love expel,
all failures fears that therein dwell.
And from my pillow drive away,
all dark foreboding of the day.
Help me in faith to rest so deep,
that I may have untroubled sleep.
While notes and lectures I prepare,
may I not lose my zest for prayer.
And may I not forget to look,
for guidance in Thy Book.
And may i ever grateful be,
to all who daily pray for me.
While i myself intercede,
for other students too I plead;
so may exams find
each one alert in heart and mind.
Thus inward joy and peace possessing,
May exams prove a source of blessing.
Amen
*a little prayer for myself and my frens*
Sunday, October 29, 2006
dad went back to china at 0630 and i was still slping when my mom sent him to changi airport.. =( hope he will come back soon
today is my maid's day off.. and my house is falling apart!! the floor is not mopped.. dishes are not washed.. and horror of horror.. there is not breakfast!!
i looked high and low for something to fill my stomach.. but non seemed to be enough.. so i turned to the all time fav.. maggi mee..
got add egg somemore ok!! (die.. m i too pampered??)
somehow.. this maggi mee seemed to taste nice.. lol.. i think i better start learning how to cook and do household chores..
k.. gotta add that in my list of things to do be4 i turn botak.. whahaha!!
afternoon.. was mom to the rescue!! she came back to cook lunch for me and grandma.. here's the chef of the day at work
k.. gotta go down for lunch liaoz.. (darn it.. i jus had my breakfast.. =/)
now for dinner.. mom bought dinner back... let me see.. there is hor fan, crap, veggie and pork rips.. *slurp*
guess one day without a maid aint so bad afterall =)
*i miss dad..*
Saturday, October 28, 2006
jus came back from breakfast.. went china town, yam cha to yam cha..
boy.. were we hungry.. we got there at 8.. and im here blogging at 930.. minus 30 mins travelling time.. we finish breakfast within an hour!! and it cost us.. $200++!!
so freaking expensive.. but the food was pretty good.. got quite abit of standard..
i was so busy fighting for food till i've got no time to take photos.. the min the food was served.. 10 pairs of chop sticks flew to the table.. everything was wiped out in secs.. (which is also y we finish so quickly..)
i onli manage to catch one fish..
on the flip-side.. their service is pretty bad.. they very impatient.. bill come faster than food.. and they cheated us of 3 "xiao long bao"!!
they charged us for it but didnt serve us.. argh~! dun think im going back there to eat again.. its over-priced and their service is bad.. i think "xin fu yin cha" at toa payoh is a better place to yam cha..
k.. tats it for today's restaurant review.. im going church later tonight.. so i guess i sld go do some mugging now =( freaking A lvls!!
Friday, October 27, 2006
really tired today.. so i'll keep today's post short... might not be sweet though.. cos im really drained..
went sch to mug.. i wont say i did alot.. but jus felt really dead at the end of the day.. the sad thing is.. there is still alot to do!! arGh~
good thing there is something to look forward to.. im going chinatown tmr morning to yam cha wif my relatives.. how rare~
i dun care wat my relatives are going to say.. but im going to take pics of everything!! =p soo.. stay tune for a mouth watering post tmr.. =)
anywayz.. i wanna thank sharpay for the compliment.. urr tag really brightened up my day a whole lot.. thx.. =)
Thursday, October 26, 2006
today started out as a normal sch day.. went sch for maths mock.. ok lahz.. do-able.. but i think overall i didnt do well.. cos i screwed paper 2..
after the paper.. we go makan.. then went back sch wif wee yang to mug.. omg~ sch is such a nice place to study.. so quiet and peaceful.. really productive there..
i think i really gotta thank God for the wonderful weather today.. it rained in the afternoon which made mugging a little more enjoyable..
then becos of the rain and the change in wind direction.. the haze is gone!! yea!! and i finally got my run!! went jogging wif wee yang.. got all the haze in my lungs out.. feel more alive now.. =)
and things got even more interesting in the evening...
yes!! i got my enlistment notice le!! 12.04.2007, 1430, school 1.. dunno y.. but im kinda glad to be going to NS.. but at the same time.. im a little nervous and a little scared cos im moving into uncharted grounds..
but again.. y must it be 12 april?!?! (2 days before my bday) darn it.. gotta celebrate my bday in jail.. er.. i mean tekong..
but then again.. i think it will be pretty interesting to have a bunch of botaks to celebrate my bday for me.. =)
then at night when i came online.. my sis show me this vid.. its pretty cool.. soo.. sit back, relax and enjoy the "mtv"..
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
darn excited about post A lvl activities..
went sch to mug wif zi jie and wee yang.. and we had a little prelude of wat we are going to do after the a lvls.. there is clubbing.. pubbing.. partying.. night cycling.. class outing to waraku.. and many many more..
think im going to create a list soon so tat there is something to look forward to..
most excited about my overnight flight to australia!! =D gonna see the sunrise from the plane.. how cool is tat?!?! (hope i wont fall asleep and miss the sunrise..)
but something scares me.. A lvls is going to be over in 3 weeks.. and its starting next week.. NEXT WEEK!!! and i dun feel prepared at all.. T.T
gotta go do some mugging.. tmr got maths mock.. gonna go do some phy..
wondering y?? cos im going to use tmr's mock as a practice so now do other subs lorz.. :) silly strategy... i know..
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
yea!! dad is back from china!! =D =D
Monday, October 23, 2006
was speaking to the angel and the devil today.. and the conv went..
me: sld i go sch today??
*poof~ devil appeared*
devil: nah.. u sld rest... 7 hours of slp is very important!! otherwise u cant absorb wat u study.. now i onli had 5hours and 59mins of slp.. u sld slp for 2 more hours..
*bang!! sister came in*
sis: do u have to go sch today??
me: er... yea... but i dun wanna go..
sis: wat isit??
me: econs mock..
sis: huh?!?! y u dun wanna go?? go lahz.. now 7.. u still got time..
me: huh.....
sis: so u going??
me: er... nope..
jus as i was about to dose off..
*bang!! o.O!?!?! grandma walked in..*
grandma: wu ke orh ding bo?? (needa go sch??)(in hokkien)
me: er.. bu zhi dao.. (dunno)(in chinese)
grandma, confused by my reply, walked out..
*poof~ angel appeared*
angel: u sld go.. at least for paper 1.. can learn something from there.. u haven been touching econs u know..
devil: ahh craps.. u can always get the papers from urr frens.. then u can try it on urr own..
angel: its a time trial.. can stimulate exam conditions.. besides.. y waste extra time to do the paper when u can do it now??
devil: wha laoz... look at urrself.. u are soo tired.. where got enegy to do the paper?? slp first lahz.. time trial onli mahz.. u can time urrself rite??
me: hmm.. true horz.. ok lahz.. shant go sch today..
tried to slp.. but after all the banging and poof-ing.. i cldnt fall back to slp..
took a look at my clock.. hmm.. 705.. ok lahz.. still got time.. so i crawled out of bed.. into the toilet.. took a warm bath.. and took a cab down to sch.. (its freaking expensive.. i gave 10 bucks but i onli got shillings back.. =/)
i onli went for paper 1.. cos i wasnt prepared for paper 3.. so i didnt wanna waste my time there..
i got 22/30 for paper 1.. but after they went through the paper... i think i sld onli get 17/30.. there are so many questions tat i so tyco-ly got correct.. =/
after econs.. i went to do some maths.. then greg and i went for GP consultation wif mdm wong.. but we end up chatting and gossiping..
actually.. she's pretty nice to tok to.. maybe cos GP teachers are generally more open minded.. and we can tok more rubbish..
we refuse to go home.. so we tok and tok and tok till 5 (when she chased us home).. on my way back.. i saw something pretty silly..
wth... who are u trying to fake??? and wat is 2617?? the "car" plate number??? its a freaking plane!!!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
went to Sing Post to mug wif my church mates today.. ok lahz.. not bad.. jus tat the weather is a little warm and the haze is pretty bad.. super uncomfortable..
mugging rite.. bound to have some toilet break.. and craps.. Sing post has one of the deepest toilets i've ever seen..
here's how many signs i have to read be4 reaching the loo..
1..
2..
3..
4..
5..
6.. eh?? the sixth one is the one tat tells u the male from the female toilet.. did take tat cos by the time i got to the door.. i jus chiong in.. cannot tahan liaoz.. heh heh..
my point is.. the toilet is really really well hidden.. if i know i had to walk this far.. i cld have settle my business here.. when no one is looking..
jus jokin lahz... dun tell me u took it seriously?? =/ hmm..
Saturday, October 21, 2006
haven been blogging for 2 days.. not really in the mood to blog too..
pass 2 days was wasted.. out of gas to mug.. darn it!! gotta refuel.. but i dunno how..
ben xiao hai song is not working.. so i've changed it to one of my personal favourites.. "wu ding" by zhou jie lun and (i think) wen lan?? correct me if im wrong..
if u got probs loading the song tell me alright? i will try to get another sever.. =)
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
was msging xin yi yesterday.. and i told her im having flu.. then at night she msg me.. say she bought a bottle of liang teh for me when she went out for dinner.. whaha!!
at first i tot she was joking.. then morning met up wif her to mug.. and she really gave me a bottle of liang teh!! $4 one somemore!! normally i buy for myself also buy those cheap cheap $1 one nia.. whaha!! *touched* thx
yea.. so i drank it while i mug.. somehow.. this $4 liang teh is more power than the usual $1 one tat i buy.. (its bitter-er?? more bitter too..)
maybe its my mind playing tricks on me.. or maybe becos its $4.. so they put more herbs in..
but the most important thing is.. it cured me!! no more sneezing!! =D
*haze be gone!!*
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
alright.. i change my mind.. guess i will jus cut down on blogging instead of stopping it once and for all.. heh heh
waiting for the toilet.. so im using this time to blog.. =)
went sch in the morning for maths mock.. regreted for not bringing my jacket.. the air con is so freaking cold.. and the session was freaking long cos they went through the paper.. so im kinda down wif flu now.. ahHChOo!!!! *snift snift*
wif my running nose.. i went to class to mug wif sheng en.. and the 2 of us took turns to sneeze.. lol..
being sheng en.. he went to the toilet to get a who bundle of toilet roll.. and amazingly.. we manage to finish every single piece of it.. not one wasted!!
WARNING: wat u are about to see is bio-hazardous and highly contagious..
the result of all our sneezing.. ewww
Monday, October 16, 2006
sad to say... but yes.. im going to stop updating again.. A lvls is starting in 2 weeks time.. so i guess its really time i go full steam ahead and focus on my studies..
my apologies to all my regular visitors from all over the world.. i promise i will be back.. 15 nov.. 11 pm..
be prepared for more interesting entries, videos and pics.. cos post A lvls activities is going to be a hundred times more happening than post prelim activities.. =)
meanwhile.. wish me luck (fingers crossed)
*chiong ah!!! x.X*
Sunday, October 15, 2006
jus can back from church.. service was cool.. lots of people was touched by God's pressence..
after service.. i went to eat wif my new found frens.. and after we're done wif dinner.. desmond taught us a new song.. "i am cow"
i guess they found the song really interesting.. so they decided to master the song.. perform it.. and record it down..
they took out paper and pen to scribble down the lyrics and cords to the song.. practiced it a little and whalah.. the product of their hardwork..
guess u all cant really hear what they are singing.. so here's the lyrics..
I am cow hear me moo
I weigh twice as much as you
And I look good on the barbecue
Yogurt, curd, cream cheese, and butter's
made from liquid from my udders
I am cow, I am cow, hear me moo!
I am cow, eating grass
methane gas comes out my ass
and out my muzzle when I belch
o the ozone layer is thinner
from the outcome of my dinner
I am cow, I am cow, I've got gas
I am cow, here I stand
far and wide upon this land
and I am living everywhere
from B.C. to Newfoundland
You can squeeze my teats by hand
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow
I am cow, I am cow, I am cow!
*ok.. i know it sounds a little bad.. but.. they onli had 30mins or so of practice..*
Friday, October 13, 2006
i dunno for wat reason.. i can upload videos using photobucket.. they jus refuse to play..
so.. wif lots and lots of help from wee yang.. i've reposted yesterday's post.. this time the vids are uploaded using photobucket instead of youtube.. so tat less stangers will see the vids..
had a really long day yesterday.. very tired.. so i slpt all the way till 1pm today.. went down to MW and started mugging onli at 4.. mugged till 7.. had dinner.. and went back mugging till 9..
had a proper conv wif elaine today.. = ) she say she not feeling well.. hope she'll be better tmr.. and i got her email!! =D looking forward to chatting wif her in msn..
going to church tmr.. and since i cant mug at home.. i sld be going there early to mug.. kinda excited about tmr.. wanna know wat pastor has prepared to preach.. wanna know more frens..
Thursday, October 12, 2006
finally!! the very special day for us to to carry out our masterplan, project celest!! well.. it wasnt a total success.. but.. we manage to make her run ard the sch.. haha!!
the clues tat we drop for miss lim were suppose to lead her first to the bookshop.. then the canteen to buy a packet of oreo and finally to the basketball court.. where she is suppose to finish the oreo and we will pop out and wave at her..
but she didnt buy the oreos so we didnt get to see her eat at the basketball court.. (shucks)
even though the masterplan was not conducted to perfection and miss lim had a hard time running ard.. everyone is happy to be part of it.. and miss lim is really touched by wat we gave her.. this is the conclusion of "project celest"
soo.. after playing a fool for half an hour or so.. we went back to class.. did some admin work.. got back our entry proof and result slip.. and miss lim gave us all a handwritten token of appreciation..
she also gave darren some agar agar which he then shared wif the class.. cos.... (i shant comment further)
no lahz.. its pretty good.. jus tat.. its not sweet enough.. need more sugar!!
after we are done wif the agar agar.. we went to the hall for prize giving and performance.. and miss lim said she is performing.. suddenly.. an idea struck me..
"since miss lim is performing.. y dun i get the flowers back from her first and give them back to her later??" =D
and tats wat i did.. i took the flowers back.. and during her performance.. i did the unexpected..
yes!! tat was me!! i went up stage.. knelt down and presented her wif the bouquet of roses!!
here's a closer look..
btw.. the bouquet has 99 stalks of roses and all of them are handmade by wee yang.. every stalk has abit of his heart, soul and sweat.. (and dust.. cos he kept it for about a year liaoz)
ok.. so tat was the stunt of the day... haha!! its the last day of sch.. so i tot i sld do something to make it more memorable for everyone..
after my show.. the teachers' performance went on.. and this is part of their first performance.. presenting.. "run" by "snow patrol"
after the performance.. we went back to class to reveal our best kept secrets to miss lim.. which is our prelude to vengence night (the nite tat we drank as if there is no tmr) and our blogs..
wee yang also flashed power point which he has done for miss lim.. it contains all the special 2s21 moments tat we've spent together..
after the big reveal.. i chiong down to meet my cca.. and mr lim brought us to "Singapore Swimming Club" to eat..
it was mr lim's treat... or rather.. HnF's treat.. cos next year the club will close down.. so.. instead of giving the extra funds to the upcoming principle.. we used it to fill our stomachs.. = )
i ordered a black pepper grilled chicken set.. and a tiramisu
we had a really long chat today.. think we sat down and talked the whole afternoon.. but i guess this really long hnf meeting is a neccessity.. cos this could be the last time that we are going to do something together as a club..
*really had fun today.. but its back to mug mug mug tmr..*
*spent 4 hours on this post.. 1 hour to edit the vids.. hope i did a good job..*
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
one day left to lights camera and aaaction.. we did our final preparations... went sch early in the morning to plan our shoot.. and conspire wif uncle henry and snack store aunty..
met wif some difficulties.. snack store aunty dun wanna open shop tmr.. drink store aunty got attitude so she might not want to help.. uncle henry's sister in law abit blur blur.. might forget to pass miss lim the most important clue tmr.. but we hope everything goes as planned..
afternoon went to celebrate huili and jasmine's bday.. and we took tat chance to brief the rest of the class of wat is going to happen tmr morning..
wee yang's proposal to his masterplan
tats about all for the final preparation of our big day tmr...
i mentioned we went to celebrate huili and jasmine's bday rite?? yea.. i did.. we went Plaza Sing cafe cartel..
actually.. not really celebration lahz.. no cake nor bday song.. its more of.. lets have lunch together and pass them their bday gifts..
the 2 bday gals wif their new jackets
checking if it fits
i think it suits their style and character very well.. hope they like their bday gift..
we had lunch at cafe cartel.. shi liang, zi jie and i shared a seafood platter..
and its huge!! it managed to fill 3 men's stomach.. and there's still leftovers.. so i think u all can guess how big it is.. but most of the food has been deep fried.. so it gets kinda sick after awhile.. its like eating chunks of oil deep in mayonnaise =S
after lunch.. we went to look for a farewell gift for miss lim.. we wanted to get the penguin water dispenser from action city.. but heard from darren tat she already has one..
so we shopped ard PS and later on marina sq.. went into all potential shops.. even maternal shops (since she's getting married but not inviting us =/ ) but still cant find anything for her.. lets see wat wee yang can do by tonight and give it to her tmr morning..
after scanning every shop in PS.. we gave up.. me, shi liang, zi jie and wee yang went down to MW to mug.. mug mug mug till 6.. had dinner.. went to bras basah popular but it closed.. so we walked back to bugis to take a bus home.. and guess wat i saw along the way...
fake zhou jie lun!! whaha!! its a rare sight.. so i took a snap shot of it.. darn flash cld have gotten me killed.. i tot the driver will come out and strangle me.. heng it didnt happen.. *phew*
oh ya!! almost forgot.. i did a good deed today.. went sch in the morning and was caught by my juniors.. then they ask me to help them do gym introduction for palette (some inter cca sharing thingy)..
i was like.. HUH!!? cannot lahz.. i didnt prepare anything!! u wan me to do impromptu gym introduction??!!
but after much pestering by them... i gave in and helped.. hope i did a good job.. hnf reputation at stake.. =X haha!!
tmr will be a tiring day... first is grad day and filming.. then is cca farewell lunch..
im charging the cam now.. hope to take many many pictures tmr =)
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*few more hours left to lights camera and aaaction!!*
Monday, October 09, 2006
its mugging time!! dragged myself to sch this morning... feel like some office boy now.. working from 9am to 5pm.. and lunch break from 12 to 1..
it started out wif 6 souls.. and one by one.. they left.. first was randy.. then jian zhi.. and then darren, wee yang and shi liang left too.. soo it was onli me in the empty classroom..
got very very very bored by 2pm... so i took out the cam that wee yang jus returned and started snapping ard the class.. (i dun mean i start chewing on the tables and chairs lahz..)
oppx... heh heh.. guess i explored places tat i sldnt have.. but wth... u got a nicer bed at home dude..
besides mugging.. we did abit of planning for our lastest masterplan "project celest".. which is going to happen on grad day (this coming thurs) here's a short clip of our planning session today..
guess u cant read wats in tat para.. anyway.. it reads, " Please go to the book shop right away. Upon reaching there, look for Uncle Henry and ask him for a envelope which looks similar to this. Please leave all your stuff in the class room and go now. Bring along your hand phone and valuables."
we hope to make graduation day a memorable one for her.. =)
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*lights, camera and aaaction!! in 3days!!*
Sunday, October 08, 2006
the blogging fever is not onli back.. it is now on fire!!!
horror of horror.. even jian zhi has a blog now!! =O lol
thank God the haze is gone.. or at least better.. can finally breathe now..
nothing much to blog about today.. didnt go out.. rotting at home.. indulging in nice songs.. better go sch tmr.. cant do anything at home.. temptation of the com is jus too great...
seems like i haven been posting vids nor pics.. soo here goes.. a special dedication to miss lim since she like mario so much..
this guy is unbelievable!!
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
many unhappy things have been happening.. so i tot of changing to a more happy and happening song... hope the coming week will be better = )
my fren is selling some female accessories to raise funds and help abandoned dogs.. i've placed her advert under .cyndicate (right at the btm..) lazy to scroll?? click here to visit her site..
went back to the church where i first accepted christ.. saw many many familiar faces but cant remember their names.. the same applies to them.. most of them recognise me as Pam's bro.. haha!!
soo.. as usual.. we had praise and worship.. and the senior pastor preached... but i did something more.. i kinda restored the relationship i had wif God.. however, im not sure if im ready for this commitment of going to church every sat for bible study and service..
in any case.. im glad i went church today.. it made me see the unconditional love of God once again.. and i've made many many new frens.. but i still cant get their names.. =X
*christianity is a relationship.. not religion*
Friday, October 06, 2006
wow!! the blogging fever is back!! randy and shi liang has revived their blogs!! yea!! *clap clap clap* *set fireworks*
wee yang also open his blog for public view.. urls to their blogs can be found under .others (somewhere below my tagboard)
guess after seeing the success of mine and wee yang's blog.. they jus can resist the temptation and join us in blogging.. but guys.. dun spend too much time zhng-ing urr blog hor.. i know its great satisfaction when u are able to read and make sense of html codes and urr parents cant.. or when people show their appreciation to wat u have done.. but remember.. A lvls is ard the corner..
not trying to discourage u from blogging or anything.. jus reminding u (liang.. sounds familiar??) =)
wee yang was super quiet the whole day.. which is very unlike him.. so the whole day we were trying to figure out what happened.. it was the end of the day when he finally revealed tat he was feeling down cos his beloved lobster jus died..
guess it was pretty hard for him to accept his lobster's death since he has showered it wif tender loving care for 3 full years.. and shared some wonderful memories wif it (i almost cried after reading his post..)
bro... take it easy alright??
went to meet my other bros jus now.. walked to potong pasir to eat dou hua wif Croissant (one of our fav past time)
besides the terrible haze.. the spirit of mooncake festival is also in the air.. saw many families at the playground.. parents looking high and low for the moon while munching on their mooncake and children carrying their candle-lit lanterns.. or those electronic ones that plays the same tune over and over... (gets irritating after awhile)
age is catching up on us.. so we didnt brave the haze to play wif the kids.. but went to hide in the air-conditioned bean curd shop instead.. had a pretty good chat wif them there.. found out tat wei jie is also going through a heartbreak similar to mine.. bro.. i know how it feels.. we are going through the exact same shit..
how we've pounced on our phone everytime there is a msg.. hoping that it is from her.. but it seldom happens.. how we've helped her find excusses when she dun reply.. and accepting even the silliest excuess so tat we can feel a little better..
i guess we really gotta take it easy lahz.. the more we think.. the more miserable we are going to be.. learn to let go lorz.. at least still can be frens mahz..
*relationships cant be forced but could be nurtured*
Thursday, October 05, 2006
came home... check my tag board.. and wha!! so happening.. was really touched by all urr tags.. its really great comfort to know that i've got so many frens who really care and tat i am not going through this heartbreak alone.. really really really appreciate it.. thx!! T.T
anyway.. dun worry about me.. i'll be fine.. we shall all mug super hard now.. so tat we wont feel guilty when we play even harder after the A lvls!! = ) cool??
sch today was a waste of time.. didnt do much in the morning cos very tired...
only 5 people turn up for maths.. so the lesson became a consultation period.. it ended pretty early.. cos we didnt have a lot of qns to ask..
i guess tats it.. nothing much to blog about acutally.. i jus wanted to thank my frens for the concern they've shown..
*memories worth keeping*
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
wanna reply anonymous's tag.. but my reply abit long.. so i came to blog it down instead..
will to anonymous : perhaps u are right.. perhaps instead of blaming her i sld be blaming myself.. blame myself for liking her even after knowing that she's attached.. blame myself for not realising that she has been trying to tell me "no" all this while..
but i guess there is really no point in surfacing out who is at fault now.. i've scared her off.. havent i??
back to the post earlier today..
today's attendance slightly better.. need 2 hands to count.. whaha!!!
wee yang gave miss lim a new nickname.. "ah lian" LOL.. eh bro.. say a few times can liaoz.. dun keep calling her tat.. she will du lan one.. being a teacher already very jia lat liaoz.. dun make her life more miserable.. cool??
almost forgot to collect my ic again... walk to the sch gate then remember.. then have to walk all the way back.. arGh!! heng got randy to accompany me.. if not it wld be super sian.. thx randy..
for those who visited my blog between 5pm to 630pm today.. sry for the inconvenience caused... apparently i uploaded a virus/spyware onto my blog.. dun needa panic.. i remove it le.. but i dun think its going to crash urr com or anything cos nothing happened to mine.. =)
work is piling up... i better do something about it..
*tired*
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
wanted to catch more slp.. so i went sch at 8 today... security collected my IC and darn it!! forgot to get it back.. must set reminder in my phone liao.. ah bo i will remain stateless..
today's attendance was cool man... i step into class and i can count the attendance using one hand.. lol..
finally started working... today got many many free periods (self proclaimed though..) so we used it to do some self study.. did maths from 930 to 1.. then continued wif tutorial till 330.. felt super stressed and drained at the end of the day.. think i almost went crazy.. whaha!!
found some motivation to study.. and i guess i got jiayi to thank.. she ask me to teach her maths.. and her qns were pretty managable.. so it kinda helped me regain my confidence which motivated me to work.. thx gal..
in times of doubt.. do some easy qns to get back the drive to study..
btw.. if u dun understand my post today.. its perfectly fine.. cos me myself duno wat im typing... kinda brain dead now... it has been a long day..
read a story entitled "ah liang's life story".. slgh~ the things guys do for love.. i wont say i perfectly understand how u felt bro.. but i wld say i more or less do.. cos i jus went through almost the same shit as u did..
all i can say is.. it was out of urr suayness tat u fell for the worst gal any guy cld get.. so let the past pass.. u are a happy man now.. u have a gal who is willing to do almost anything for u.. treasure her..
*healing proccess : 100%* yea rite~
Monday, October 02, 2006
i jus realise tat today is my one-month-versary since i've revived my blog.. time really flies... but looking back.. everything seems to have happened jus yesterday..
dinner at jumbo wif my dad and fam... my day at Commex... the death of Steve Irwin... the movies i've watched (alone or wif my bros)... my cousins bday party at east coast... how little i've mugged.. our prelude to Vengence night!!... my last trip back to usss... my first step to getting my license.. things tat i've done to know her better and how terribly i've failed... it seems like we cant even be frens now.. cos things will never be the same..
oh well.. its a new month so i sld give everthing a fresh start rite?? throw all unhappiness behind and carry on in life.. 4 weeks or less left to the art most important A lvls.. but darn it.. my confidence level dropping like mad.. inertia to work is greater than ever be4.. lost my motivation to study.. kinda drag myself to sch everyday to force myself to study...
*healing process : 80%*
Sunday, October 01, 2006
cool.. yesterday's post manage to make her msg me.. and we finally talk things through...
she made it clear tat the time is not right.. as in.. we barely know each other.. i too agree tat im rushing things a little too much.. which is also why i accepted the rejection.. but dang.. it hursts..
the song is pretty much how im feeling now.. but craps.. hope it doesnt last..
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gotta go drown myself in work now.. haven been working for days..
*healing process : 50%*
