Saturday, September 30, 2006
my first step to getting my driver's license..
went to Comfort Driving Centre wif wee yang and shao quan (yang's fren) to get my online account so tat i can register for my basic theory test.. aim to get my license by next year.. =)
been doing alot of thinking lately.. thinking about y she is giving me the cold shoulder.. thinking about y she never answers my call nor reply my smses.. perhaps she is really so busy to spare me that 5 mins if her time.. or perhaps she jus doesnt like me.. if she doesnt.. then she sldnt have led me on in the first place!
whateva it is.. im jus goning to leave it behind.. tired of guessing whats on her mind.. gonna stop wasting my time on her.. like wat wee yang said.. my A lvls needs me more than she does.. gonna focus on my studies..
oh ya!! wee yang.. thx for the song on urr blog... its really terrible!! lol.. but it manage to cheer me up a little.. thx
thank God for frens who are there for u when u are down..
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*healing process : 30%*
Thursday, September 28, 2006
life have been all about school, mugging and meeting targets for revision.. not sure how long i can carry on like this.. but i will try to hold long as long as i could.. (hopefully wif a little support )
did the unthinkable today.. skipped maths class to go look for her.. waited 30mins jus have a 5 mins chat wif her.. slgh~
*hoping that u cld spare some time for me*
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
feeling really panicky rite now... 5 weeks left to A lvls.. and i got such shitty results for my prelims.. so after sch, wee yang and i went down to Bras Basah popular to get ourselves some books..
i bought myself a physics textbook and an organiser to help plan my revision.. (to show tat im not lying.. i took a picture of it.. whaha!!)
guess its really time i get down to work.. hope i can finish in time..after getting our stuffs.. we walked down to sim lim food court to eat kuay chap...
i wont say tat it is a die die must try.. but nevertheless.. it is still a good recommendation..
if u are super duper hungry.. this wld definitely bring you up to fulll tank.. cos the serving is huge!! the 2 of us had the inertia to move after we finish.. haha!!
but we forced ourselves out of the sit cos it was going to rain.. walked back to bugis to take bus.. bought ice cream along the way and its simply heavenly.. especially after eating something hot like quay chap (hint hint)
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*sld i or sld i not look for u during urr promos??*
Monday, September 25, 2006
darn it!! i feel like slapping myself left right up down centre right now..
went sch in the morning and i heard this announcement, "pls move to the front.. the J1s are on study leave.." o.O J1s are on study leave?!?! doesnt tat mean tat she's not coming to sch today?!?! really really really really really regretted to have choosen to ignore her last thursday.. im sry.. =(
guess i will pass the letter to her on thurs.. when she's back for her GP paper.. gd luck!!
had a motivational tok in the morning.. by Adam Khoo (someone who is really really famous and charges a huge bill for his motivational talks) Click here for his webby (haven got time to explore it.. so u check it out urrself ya??)
he is a very motivated and animated speaker.. not easily put down by our bo chap attitude.. perhaps tats why everyone stayed awake for his one hour talk today.. or maybe its because he is super duper funny.. and tat he is sharing wif us his fomula for success..
for example..
Aim at the sky
cos if you fail,
you will at least make it to the clouds..
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for a person whose aim is to get 100/100 for a subject.. lets say phy.. he wld natually put in a 100% when study for phy.. not sparing any details in the notes.. memorising every single formula and make sure he gets it rite.. and at the end of the day, even if he makes some careless mistakes, he wld still get at least 80/100.. which is super good!!
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as compared to another guy whose aim is jus to get a pass.. he wld be putting in 50% of effort and saying things like.. aiya.. this one wont come out.. dun needa study.. this one not important.. dun needa memorise.. hmm.. this is easy.. i know i know.. (but paper come out he dunno).. at the end of the day, he is more likely to get below 50/100..
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he also said..
Event + Reaction = Outcome
and
Past is not equal to the future,
Future is in what you do now.
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your reaction to a certain event affects the outcome.. for example.. (touch wood!!)
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person A flung his prelims (event) he lets the failure overwhelm him.. he wallows in self pity.. he gives up mugging.. he gives up learning from his mistakes..(reaction) natually he will not do well for A lvls (outcome)
VS
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person B who also flug his prelims (event) picks up his broken heart.. hides in his room and mug all day.. motivates himself to study.. not bow down to difficulties (reaction) person B will definitely do better for his A lvls (outcome)
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moral of the story.. dun let pass experiences falter your fighting spirit.. stay focused on your goal and play till the end..
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Besides trying to motivate us.. he also gave us his
ULTIMATE SUCCESS FORMULA
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through his research on successful people.. he found that most, if not all of them, have something in common.. most successful people
set clear goals
use the right strategies
take appropriate action
and he went on to teach us how to plan our revision.. and the steps to study effectively
speed read
gather useful info
make notes
memorise the notes
he also said tat it is good to revise different subjects in one day.. cos.. it is impossible to mix up urr maths wif history.. but it is possible to mix up formulas of one chapt wif formulas of another chapt..
revise while everything is still fresh in urr mind.. so its good to do a short recap on what u've studied the day before.. before u start on a new chapt
he also mentioned that effective human attention spend is onli about 25 mins.. so its good to take a 5 mins.. i reapeat.. 5 mins!! not 5 hours not 5 days.. jus 5 mins.. be4 going back to work..
k.. i think todays post is really long and boring.. all words.. but i guess these are all useful info..
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*forgive me for being so silly last thurs..*
Sunday, September 24, 2006
went out wif my cousin, his gf and my other cousin to watch "john tucker must die"
not bad lah.. quite a ok show.. i'll give 3 stars for this movie (not worth the weekend price) dun want to comment further.. cos i think if i do.. i wld downgrade the movie to 2.5 stars.. but i may be wrong.. so u gotta watch it and grade it urrself..
after the movie.. we've got no idea where to go.. so we walked over to cathay to take a look.. and wow... its pretty pretty... and i took a few shots of the place..
went down to ya kun after im done..
to watch the couple eat their couple toast.. >.<
gonna go back to take a closer look the next time.. heard watching movie there is quite shiok.. might consider going there for movies the next time..
tmr monday le... =( time to get back to work.. but it also means tat i stand a chance to see her again.. =) gonna give her her weekly boost tmr..
*think im going to grow white hair soon.. GOD!! pls let me see her tmr..*
Saturday, September 23, 2006
looks familiar??
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haha!! yups.. i went back to usss wif salman to take some photos.. sadly... many things are gone already.. and they pulled down the gates.. so we can go up.. they also tore down the wall tat we painted in the street soccer court.. even the bbq pit where we had our class bbq is gone..
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but.. in usss.. memories are everywhere..
and im sure u guys missed out something while we were there.. or at least.. i didnt notice that it existed..
have u seen this big "SMILE" word wif the smiley on the wall of the dnt room??
how about the firing-range which was said to be hunted?? (it was covered by the wall beside it..)
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since its our final trip back.. we took a couple more photos
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and we bid farewell to usss for the last time..
so long usss...
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*i will never be happy without you.. elaine*
Friday, September 22, 2006
today's post very wordy and very long.. sry.. but there is really alot to write about!! maybe u wanna go get urrself a hot cup of milo and make urrself comfortable first..
slpt at 4 and woke up at 8 30.. nothing to do so i came to blog.. yesterday was a whole lot of fun!! really enjoyed myself the whole day..
morning went to sch.. saw her standing at the back wif mallory but i didnt go say hi.. was still kinda dissapointed that my efforts seemed to have gone down the drain.. but nevertheless, im still happy to see her.. = ) and like wat i said to a very unexpected fren last night.. "now tat i finally got to see her.. i can fang xin and fang shou ready.."
anyway.. went sch for econs paper.. shant talk about it.. i jus wanted to get it done and over wif.. whaha!!
after econs and its hOorAY!! PLAY TIME!! got into darius car and he drove us down to koven to play bball wif zhi's frens.. it has been quite awhile since i've played until so suang.. got cramps and muscle aches after the game.. but i really enjoyed it..
after bball.. got into the car again and we went to eat near chomp chomp.. damn was darius hungry..
many thx to wee yang who took this photo.. very nice..
haha!! ok lahz.. actually most of the plates belong to terry.. opps =X
after makan... darius drove us home.. thx man.. played SRO wif liang.. bathe.. got dressed... have dinner... and i went down to clark quay to meet the rest of the guys..
we got pang seh by the gals.. but becos its a all guys party.. we really let loose and have some men's fun.. drinking!!
we drank a hell lot.. 10 men.. 2 hours... 2 bottles of alcohol..
everyone was so freaking high!! haha!! many got drunk..
btw.. joseph requested for this photo to be taken.. there was no trick.. no dare.. no nothing!! he jus volunteered!! can u tell how drunk he was?? but he freaking left early.. if not we might get to see him do his hw.. whaha!!
after he left.. we bought a second bottle (jim beam) and continue our liver tranformation.. played our fav game, "cai quan" and becos of tat.. 8 guys finish the brand new bottle of jim beam in less than an hour.. and becos we drank so quickly many got drunk..
it was kinda interesting to see people get drunk.. they will become very high.. start toking very loudly but they dun notice it.. they wont be able to walk straight and will start complaining about all sorts of things.. spout nonsense.. and spill out all of their darkest secrets and bottled up emotions..
but the worse part was to see them puke.. there is nothing u can do except to watch and hold them.. make sure they dun collapse into their own dinner..
ok.. back to the story.. becos some of them were so drunk.. the alive ones volunteered to send them back.. shi liang and darren took chow and greg.. and i sent gary home..
on the way back.. gary and i had some heart to heart tok.. (not sure if he still remembers what we tok about..) we got off the mrt and i heard gary say, "oh shit!!" followed by "SPLAT!!" and i went "oh my God.."
then the MRT guy came.. i tot we are going to get tekan until very jia lat.. but no..
mrt guy : he vomitted ahz?
me : ya.. really sorry about tat.. (finger pointing at gary's dinner) btw.. isit possible for u to get us a plastic bag or something??
mrt guy : yea.. sure!!
he came back wif 2 zip lock bag..
me and gary : thank u thank u.. really really sry about the mess..
mrt guy : ah... no worries.. i got the cleaner to come and clean up the mess.. y not go over and take a sit.. u lie down will vomit even more..
mrt guy : later go home drink some orange juice.. if not tmr will get headache..
(i was like stunned.. whaha!! so heng.. never tio tekan.. then he so nice somemore.. get us zip lock bag.. still tell us to drink orange juice so tat we wont get headache tmr..)
mrt guy : hmm.. vomit out is good.. i was jus like u all when i was younger.. every night go out and drink wif my frens.. then morning go work.. u all sld try "rainbow".. one shot knock out ready..
(double stunned.. never tekan us still share wif us his pass experiences.. haha!!)
ok.. so we sat there.. beside the puke and chatted while gary rest.. then the cleaner (in his 60s) came.. clean up the mess and said (in chinese)
cleaner : he drink alot ahz?
me : no lahz.. he jus drank too quickly..
cleaner : icic.. nvm lahz.. puke out is good..
(triple stunned.. uncle never tekan us.. never scold us vulgarities.. clean up the mess tat we created.. and still say its alright!! haha!! back then i was thinking.. whats becoming of this world man..)
after sending gary back.. i realise i got no money.. so i msged wee yang and he volunteered to meet me and help me pay for my cab fare.. (thx man..) so i cab down to aljunide to meet him.. tok cock for half and hour or so.. found out that teck chow and greg both puked like mad when they got to serangoon station..
further confirmation this moning wif those who came for the party has shown tat everyone had enjoyed themselves.. even those who puked thank us for the party!! in other words.. the party was a great success.. it was super fun super high and super wild.. looking forward to vengence night after A lvls..
these are some of my fav photos.. (many many thx to randy.. our photographer for the night..)
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really had alot of fun last night.. jus as planned.. i drank a hell lot.. and i admit it.. i was drunk.. but my mind was still clear.. jus tat.. i cant really balance myself.. almost fell down the stairs.. opps.. lol.. but i like the feeling of "u know u are drunk but urr mind is clear enough to tell u that u are drunk" darn cool..
*maybe i sldnt give up jus yet.. one more week bah.. be4 her prelims start..*
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
out of gas.. tats how im feeling now.. really no mood to study.. holiday mood has set in after last week's double paper 3 treatment..
got hooked onto silkroad after liang intro-ed me the game.. liang... after As ok?? we creating new account anyway.. no point chioning now..
darn excited about tmr.. gonna drink like mad n try to forget everything!! forget her.. and start fresh.. feeling super shitty, looking at all my frens wif their super good gfs.. darn it!!
slgh~ i better go do some last min struggle.. gotta mug hard so tat i wont feel so guilty when i play super hard tmr..
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
played silkroad till 6am last night.. mom came to off the com.. sgh~ i admit it.. this time round i was a little over board..
slpt for awhile then wake up at 11 and went sch to meet wy.. he gave me a copy of his labour essay outline which is like a summary of the whole chapt of labour and wages.. but very useful.. thx =)
didnt see her today.. was lucky in the sense that it was their break time when i was about to leave the sch.. but unlucky in the sense tat she didnt go to sch today.. kinda dissapointed..
went home.. saw my mom's car downstairs.. didnt feel like going up.. so i went for a little walk and i saw my cousin's gf.. haha!! so heng.. she dang good lahz.. wait for my cousin since 1pm.. and i was there ard 3.. chatted wif her for awhile and i came back to blog.. they super power lorz.. 3 years and running... cousin.. jia you wor..
thurs is my last paper!! after tat is post prelim activities.. YEA!!!! but no confidence for the econs also.. my brain like not functioning well this week... think i holiday mood liaoz..
*gotta stop sinking into this quicksand of emotions*
Monday, September 18, 2006
a warm welcome to those whom i dunno but visit my blog.. thx for the visit.. = )
went for physics paper 1 and 2 today.. whaha!! owned~ lack time management..
paper 1 last 10 qns or so all shade B.. cos no time to do..
paper 2... left alot of blanks.. chiong like mad but onli manage to finish jus in time.. no time to go back to those qns tat i left out..
gonna drown myself in music tonight.. tmr will be a new day!! sld be going back to sch.. (hopefully can meet her..) gonna meet wy to teach me some econs be4 he go for his paper 5..
darn excited about my post prelims activities.. haha!! gonna go out everyday!!
Thursday - econs paper 1 and 2.. then bball.. then lim!!
Friday - going out to get something for someone.. (not her)
Saturday - gonna go book my driving basic and advance test.. =)
Sunday - going for movies wif my cousins..
these shall be my motivation to survive this week... feeling super low these days.. love sick = (
*she's taking up 66.67% of my mind.. nO!! cannot cannot!!*
Saturday, September 16, 2006
went for my cousin's bday party at east coast
the party was not.. lots of people.. there were the relatives, sec sch buddies and poly cliques.. but not everyone knows each other so there were groups of people everywhere.. because of that.. the atmosphere was a little dull at the beginning.. but everything changed once they see the cake..
now u know y.. haha!! yea.. its a chocolate icecream cake wif real straw and blue berries!! so we wait for the birthday boy to cut his cake
and its dig in time!!! (oppx.. busy eating.. never take photo.. heh heh) the cake was pretty delicious.. jus tat its not cold.. and the ice cream has melted..
anywayz.. these are some of the extra photos tat i've taken during the party..
yups... happy bday my playmate since i was 5.. i still remember our plan back then.. u help me check out ns before i go in.. haha!! guess our plan is working now.. =)
*trying to figure out wats on her mind..*
Friday, September 15, 2006
i've declared today to be my rest and relax day.. away from books, studies and work.. jus play and play and play!!
morning rain.. slack on my bed under my cozy blanket, listening to my ipod.. woke up at 12 to eat my brunch and play game!!
played cs wif Fox. (someone i met in cs who happens to be my sch-mate.. a fellow J1..) after cs.. warcraft!! wif shi liang, teck chow and jian zhi..
somehow it feels a little like the good old sec sch days when i use to chiong cs and wc wif wei liang, yuen cheng and wei jie..
played till 5.. rain stopped.. i went for a jog.. increase the distance a little today cos weather very good.. ran to eunos and back.. along the way.. nothing much.. jus super cold.. and got this really bored gal whom, i guess, is waiting for her fren, ask me to jia you.. haha!!
original plan for today was to go back usss to take photos and post it in here.. but the photo shoot was cancelled due to the rain.. guess i have to wait till after As or after prelims le.. =(
went to take a look at my counter details and this was wat i see..
amazingly.. i have people from US, china, Germany, India, Spain and UK visiting my blog.. haha!! pretty cool eh??
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*today so cold.. hope she wont fall sick.. redoxon!! u better work!!*
